1. Acknowledge the feeling or experience
that has left me with uncomfortable feelings.
I call it psychic scar. Can’t see
it, but I feel it. Yes it was a
difficult time. Why did it have to
happen? To learn. Yes, my soul wanted to learn and grow.
2. Ask a higher power, god, angels,
ascended masters to help me to heal me from it.
I started looking at it from compassionate eyes. It’s not easy, but practice helps. When you genuinely want to heal from past
hurts and unpleasant life lessons, it will happen. I forgave myself for what I did or didn’t
do. I saw myself with a lot of flaws
often forgetting my gifts. If Iknew
better then, I would have done better.
3. Allowed the healing to take
place. I did not resist. I spent a lot of time in quiet contemplation
and gained insights why things played out the way it did. How else are we to learn something unless we
live it. Accept all that is as a highly
evolved being. It was all tests to
strengthen my spiritual growth.
Many amazing
experiences happened to me. My first
healing session, I entered into trance as soon as I closed my eyes. I was in awe.
I have witnessed my mother in trance state and we used to shake her to
come out of it. Now that I think about
it, that was rude interruption. Being in
trance, I had crystal clear visions of people.
Some was past life family. One
particular vision was of a woman who was going to assist me along my life path
as a mentor. I believe I’ve crossed path
with that woman with the purple scarf just recently.
Often during
morning sessions at Dom Inacio Casa, I felt strong tingling sensations on the
back of my head which continued for months after. I knew what it was. My spirit guides and helpers were working on
me. I always acknowledge them by saying
thanks. I actually enjoyed the daily
meditation service which lasts approximately 3.5 hours per session twice a
day. Usually, I have discomfort sitting
for more than an hour. But for some reason,
I was able to sit in meditation for 3.5-4 hours. The energy is spectacular at John of
God. It will shift your life for
whatever purpose you are there for. The
first thing is to always release. That
leads the way for the new beautiful energy coming in.
Once I returned home, I felt like I was
re-integrating into society. No
kidding. I needed to sleep a lot. I didn’t go anywhere for almost a week. There was stillness within me. I knew the energy was still working in
me. I gather the strength to not return
to my job. Although it has served me
well for two decades, I needed to breakaway.
The feeling was fleeting. Next, I
proceeded to take care of all things that was weighing me down. I completed income taxes that was backed up
for years on top of ten additional ones for the current year. Then I proceeded to handle all account
balances that was hanging over my shoulder.
It was liberating. Keep in mind,
I had no income. But I was guided to a
source. I felt light.
As I
continued on my spiritual path, I was becoming more sensitive to chemicals,
large crowds, loud noises, unhealthy foods including alcohol etc. The more I detoxed, another calling presented
itself to me. To detox from meat. The guidance was
strong. It was shown to me approximately six times in
the form of a blog, a conversation, a post, a tv show, a book and recipes. I listened to this guidance and asked for the
transition to be easily and effortlessly.
Within a few weeks, I was able to detox from meat. I feel different and more connected
spiritually.
Please feel
free to follow my blog and share it. I
trust that it will reach all those it’s meant to reach. You can also connect with me at:
Email: annieb@spiritualnetworking.me
Further
guidance came as I enrolled in a Sign Language course and most recently became
a Reiki Practitioner. I feel that I have
arrived at the end of the nine year cycle (2007-2016) with grace. As today is a new moon, I welcome new
opportunities to be of service. I’m in
the process of setting up my Reiki Practice.
I had no
idea my journey to John of God would lead me here, but I was willing to do the
work. Many blessings to you all.
Email: annieb@spiritualnetworking.me